Monday, 9 August 2010!
Yours truely on; 12:53 am
I kept quiet
Chose to isolate myself before they outcast me
Does it make a difference anyway?
I'm still the extra, the boring one.Is a fight against emotions
I know I'm capable of contributing more
but I was emotionally strained.
Low self-esteem.
I felt stupid.
The constant urge to cry.
Overwhelmed by sadness
My heart sank.
I dreaded every part of it.
I was scared.
Shivered as
their anger and dissatisfaction poured down on me.
Is over, please tell me that is over.
I need reassurance.