Saturday, 14 March 2009!
Yours truely on; 11:36 pm
Met up with germaine foo yesterday.
I really enjoyed myself with all those bitching and "heart to heart" talk.
and it also made me come to a awareness that as I grow older I got lesser and lesser true friends
its scary that I feel this way when I'm only soon to be 18years old.
Theres really a drastic difference between the number of true friends I think I have now as compare to when I'm in secondary school.
Its just pathetic.
I know numbers dosen't matter but what makes me really upset is that
people who I hang out almost everyday with in school for 4years dosen't even care about me.
I'm not being extra sensitive or what because they didn't send me any single sms in one whole year.
I'm always the one who sms them.
i know if i don't bother contacting them, it dosen't matter to them whether we will lose contact forever.
and these people include friends that I met up with everyday after school when I'm sec 2 and we are in the same class for the next two years, friends that I hang out during recess with for four years and yes also in the same class for four years.
I'm controlling my tears now.
I know all of you are in JC and are damn busy.
but how hard is it just to send me one sms in a year to let me know that you care, you still cherish the friendship?
why must I always be the one who ask about you all first?
3 to 4 years of close friendship.
and one of them won't even talk to me during class outing unless I asked her questions.
This is worst than strangers.
busy is just an excuse.
i hate all of you.
