Monday, 9 June 2008!
Yours truely on; 12:26 am
(This is just a random post)
but wait, aren't most of my posts random?
Last Friday was not my day.
-reach school too early and end up emo-ing alone
-had gastric pain
-went to the wrong exam venue
-felt like vomiting and end up telling classmate individually that i felt like vomiting because I see them
-realise that the test was not only mcq
-stomach(not gastric anymore,) starts to hurt during the paper
-leave the exam hall early and went home
went home and pack my bag for the stay over at my grandmother's hse.
Then met love at j8 for kfc.
His food always taste so much better although we order the same food.
I just love snatching his food.
Met his sister and her bf at Orchard.
his sister's bf is as skinny as love, but obviously my bf is the cutest.
we chatted about ghosts, spirits.
I shall not blog out the interesting true spirit story because is midnight now and I'm a scardy cat.
I even asked love to help me get a "shen pai"
wanted to get a collar piercing but bf said "no" when we were are the piercing shop.
oh well.
We wanted to go to pub but too bad lah, I'm underage. and we don't wanna lose face and kana rejected at the entrance.
I want to turn 18.
I want to turn 18.
I want to turn 18.
I feel small and extra.
There are many times when my friends,bf,blah blah wants to go pub and because I'm around we can't.
It makes me feeeeeel so young and extra.
I feel that I damper their mood although they are okay with it.
I always seems to be the youngest when I hang out with fun people.
being 18 seems to be a good idea.
I can watch nice M18 movies like "sex and the city"(damn, i really want to watch)
I can go pub with bf
At least I'll feel that people will think that I'm mature enough to have a bf.
I don't want to be 18
I don't want to be 18.
Hate the idea of turning older and older.
anyway love sent me to my grandmother's hse after all of ud don't know where we shld go.
and i freaking forgot to bring my specs so I went to sleep after I took out my contact lens.
*friday was not my day
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Saturday
grandmother and Grandauntie wrap dumpling. i shall post the pictures when I have the time
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Sunday
went factory (where my bf hide and stay) to find bf.
and I realised that he is a good waxer, he helped me wax my legs =D
and this is the first time he wax for people.
Sounds gay but...
I don't know, we just do weird things.
tomorrow I'm going to be film!
I'm helping out Fangying(secondary4 classmates, and current schoolmate)with her project.
She is from "film sounds and media".
I'm really bad at acting but I will do my best.
*gosh* I hope I don't screw her project.
At the same time, I hope I will have fun!
I'm from a literature class and for the past four years my classes had been participating in skid competition during literary evening and they won three out of four of the competitions.
But I'm always either helping out with the props or not participating, never in the cast.
I always got minor roles during literature projects when we were required to act.
I always believe that i can't act, I'm not good at it and even fear of acting.
I'm just doing FangYing and her group a favour since they can't find anyone else and...
giving myself a chance.
sounds like emo shit. haha
but one day if I win the mediacorp best actress award, wahahaha.
*hope tomorrow will be fine*
